Some of you knowing me really well, but I have never told anyone about my story when I was 20. I think it is time for me to share my story to you. I had a problem worrying about my appearance. I did not do it in healthy way and ended up bad. I could not focus in class, I almost fainted and got headache all the time. I tried so hard to lose my weight and be "skinny" like what people said. I also worried about being "ugly" I was not confident at all and someone told me if I wanted to be beautiful I must made my eyes bigger. It was the scariest thing in my life to do eye surgeon! I have never done it before and I was totally scared. I was thinking about doing it because I was worried of being ugly and no one wanted me. I ended up worried about life and myself. I felt no one understand and accept me.
I still remember I was sitting in my room and told God "Lord, why You made me like this? I am not beautiful, I am scared about future, I am....." But my Father, who really knows me well and accept me for who I am told me "seek the Beauty of God first before you think about your appearance." This simple answer changes me Forever!
After a year, I chose to be ME and not someone else. I chose to be happy and do it in HEALTHY WAY! Now I know the meaning of "BEAUTIFUL" Because of His GRACE, I have found the Beauty of GOD and His BEAUTY appears on me.
God made us uniquely and everyone is beautiful in His eyes.
Seek the beauty of God first, before we focus and wanna change our appearance
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