New Year Resolutions

How come it is May already? How come time goes so fast?
I still remember what I did in my New Year eve 2010. I spent my time with the most wonderful people in the world..my FAMILY. I could see how God changed everything! It was the best New Year I have ever had in my life. It was full with joy, love and laughs. I always pray about it, especially before I come back to Indonesia. Last year, I did not want to come back to Indonesia (my home) because I was tired with everything. It was include family and social life. I prayed to God that I wanted to stay in Seattle to stay away from Indonesia for a while. Loneliness, angriness and tears on my New Year 2009.
but.. God is so good..1 January 2010 at 12 AM, God showed me that there is always joy inside tears and there's something beautiful inside the storm. Everything are so different right now! Don't know you know that last week was the first time I said to all my friends "I miss Indonesia!" from deep deep of my heart?.. I have never missed Indonesia before, but I can say it now.. "I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss everything in Indonesia, include the food!" I cannot wait to come back to Indonesia for summer!

and yes, it was my New Year resolution 2009! and it happened now! One of my New Year resolution 2009 was "I believe God will change everything when I come back to Indonesia! I want happiness for my New Year eve and spend time with my family with joy, love and laugh!" I wrote this down on my piece of paper with tears and put it on my Bible..
but yes, it happened now... this is what happened when I trust to God fully.
God always gives you what you need and not what you want.

I was never said "I love you" to my parents and brother, but .. it is so easy to say "hey..I love you guys!" from my heart right now! (this is also one of my New Year resolution 2009).

So.. this is my New Year Resolution 2010:
- I want to learn how to pray from God
- Bring light to people
- Speak about His LOVE and His amazing words
- Be more consistent to read the Bible
- Serve God and people with love
- Keep praying for some of her family and friends who still not believe in God fully.
- Better GPA for college
- Go to psychology department
- NU Choralons for fall semester
- Save more money :p (hehe..)
- Europe trip
- Indonesia for summer
- Mr. Right? :p

:)
how about yours? I am excited to walk with my God! Create my future with my God is going to be the most amazing journey I have ever had.